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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! Wish I'll be the best for everyone, longlife, full of happiness, etc.

Thank you all for the words, for the wishes, for the surprise and Thank you for my lovely boyfriend.

But, honest.... I don't know why, Today I'm not too happy. I just feel like another day. But, it's doesn't matter. I'll try to be happy. For the last THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS. I love you so much. You guys are rock \m/ . MUCH LOVE♡

Yes, I’m scared. Yes, I’m jealous. I’m scared that you think she’s pretty. I’m scared that you will find her more interesting. I’m scared that you will think she’s so much better than me. I’m scared that you might leave me soon. And yes I’m jealous that she gets to see you. I’m jealous that you talked to her. I’m jealous that you had fun with her. I’m scared. I’m jealous. But that’s only because you mean a lot to me.

'This is one of the girls who have big heart, but know where to place it, it is part of the girls who have so much to give without asking anything in return, she was one girl who will never feel pretty but always convince those who doubt about it. Most importantly, this is one of the girls who do not realize how amazing they are and how the world needs a woman like them. '

My heart was breaking when I saw you with another girl..
Your smile and your laugh is my pleasure.. although your smile is not because me..

Although your laugh because they (another girl).. because you with another girl.. not me.
Maybe I'm not a person who could be what you want..

I'm sorry, I couldn't do like they do for you..      
I couldn't be girl who you want like they be..

But you know, honestly I feel like another girl between you and them..
However, the truth is they who must be another girl between you and me..

Why you always make a pain in my heart ?
I always want to share.. But you always act like you don't care..

You said "I Love You" , but where your love when I want to see ?
Whether "LOVE" is only the word for you ?

 I look back , think about all the wasted time with my tears. when I can use all my time , to smile with the one guy who deserve to see it.

 I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.